That fire deep inside your soul is what pushes you forward. Despite what other fires may be raging around you, your determination to survive is what makes you fight through all the obstacles in your way. Sometimes the flames from the fires around touch and burn you, but nothing can touch the fire in your soul. They may interrupt your progress but they cannot keep you from your life's purpose. Chemotherapy is possibly the worst thing that anyone could ever go through. Excruciating pain that is difficult to describe, everywhere hurt, even my skin. But even at the lowest of times, I kept holding onto hope that it too would pass. All I wanted was to live for the children the Divine had placed in my care. Don't ever let that fire in your soul be diminished, feed it with your faith and your determination to be your best self. Take care of yourself, be grateful and truly live each moment.